idk what’s going on anymore

hi im vanessa, im 16 y/o and abt 56kg (123lb) and im afraid my bingeing is now morphing into being a restrictive ed (again) for so long i just feel like food doesn’t fill me anymore, i don’t feel anything after literally eating all theres in my fridge, for a couple days i’ve been drinking a st of water in order to feel “full” and not eat as much and a couple more “methods” that make me stop eating, also i might not be drinking coffee for the right reasons