Relaps
For one month My recovery went well. I was proud of myself. It was showing in my mood and in my body. But for the past week I have given up on everything. I was masking what was going on and I started to come up with excuses for what I was doing to myself. All the hard work that I have put in., just went away. And the truth is this is something that I have done to myself. This is only something that I can fix. It is time that I get raw and truthful with myself, no matter how much it might hurt or how hard it is. So today is the day that I am raw and truthful, and today is the day that I really make changes because there is no excuse for what I am doing to myself.
@BridgeyBear93 Hi Bear! I hope you are doing well! I am really sorry to hear about your relapse. I am proud of you though for realizing that you wish to help yourself to feel better. I know it's hard right now, but this doesn't negate all the hard work you've put in the last month. You can still be in recovery! We all make mistakes and I know you will be okay! We are all here for you and you are never alone! 💛
@fruityPond7887 Thank you, for your kind words. I appreciate it.
@BridgeyBear93 You're very welcome!! ❤️
@BridgeyBear93 being raw and truthful is a huge step! BED likes to keep us hidden, alone, and isolated. Take it day by day, minute by minute. There are and will be ups and downs on this journey. I know my path has not been a straight one.