im so stuck
i dont know if i want to recover or lose more weight. im getting out of control and eating more but i still feel so bad about it i dont know what to do. i cant even talk to anyone about it im not ready to open up. i need to be thinner and i hate it.
@threecheersforsweetrevenge hey! It's definitely hard being in a place where you aren't sure if you should aim for recovery or continue to fight for control. You can always message me if you want to chat! It may also be of use to write a list of out what you would get out of recovering (what is your reason for recovering, vs going into restriction. Try to listen to yourself and your feelings to see what they are telling you! Also, check out the resources thread! http://www.7cups.com/forum/EatingDisordersSupportCommunity_54/ResourcesforEatingDisorders_230/2/