@enthusiasticTortoise6681 HI there, nice to meet you and we are glad you are here. I can understand how difficult this struggle can be. I can tell you have strength and I hope that 7 Cups proves to be a valuable part of your journey, it sure has been for mine.
There is a lot of quality information, support guides, training guides, support groups, etc. out here. Oh and growth paths, too. I am not sure if maybe you have already found your way to these yet. But if you have any questions at all, please let me know.
How have you been doing? How has this ween been for you?