Sad and lonely
I lost my husband 4 months ago. I miss him so much. It's hard for me to make decisions without him. I always over think things an second guess my own decisions. He had a way of putting my mind at ease. Now I have to do everything on my own. I hope I've made the right choices. It's been hard moving forward. It seems like as soon as I get one thing done so many more challenges come my way. I'm trying so hard to do the best I can for my boys. I get so lonely sometimes and don't know what to do with my time. I really don't go anywhere, just to work and wherever I need to go. My husband had anxiety and couldn't hardly get out. Now it's hard for me to do things, I just got so used to always being home with him. I would like to talk to someone that can relate.