Sad and lonely
I lost my husband 4 months ago. I miss him so much. It's hard for me to make decisions without him. I always over think things an second guess my own decisions. He had a way of putting my mind at ease. Now I have to do everything on my own. I hope I've made the right choices. It's been hard moving forward. It seems like as soon as I get one thing done so many more challenges come my way. I'm trying so hard to do the best I can for my boys. I get so lonely sometimes and don't know what to do with my time. I really don't go anywhere, just to work and wherever I need to go. My husband had anxiety and couldn't hardly get out. Now it's hard for me to do things, I just got so used to always being home with him. I would like to talk to someone that can relate.
@forcefulLime8181
I am so glad you came here. You are not alone. There are many resources here. Did you know that you can search for a listener specifically who has experience with grief? There are some good forums with information and others who are dealing with similar situation. Just know, you are not alone and this community will rally around you and support you! Sending you warm hugs!