Not sure what help is.

It's just been constant throughout my life. Struggles, traumas, anger, depression, mental health issues. I've looked into support over the years but it can as much provide a space to vent as it causes more of a rollercoaster with the million emotions trying to break loose. Sometimes I can handle it, other times like now I'm more afraid to seek counselling than not. I feel like if I was to get the ideal help I would not be able to handle working full time to support myself alongside side it as it just feels too unbearable the amount of things that spring up through insomnia, panic attacks and general depression. But yes. I guess that's my intro.