Just want it to stop

It helped temporarily but never really answered the questions to why you were really hurting inside. Sometimes it sucks to dig deep and answer that question but I think you should discover the reason to why you want to cut and how you can conquer that fear. Your future is still there for you to take and reach for the stars. Don't give up. .the road to the top isn't easy and you can definitely do it!! Stay strong and I hope the pain goes away asap