I'm new to online help
Sisyphusonatreadmill
October 4th, 2023
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I'm only 20, but have felt quite lost since an alarmingly early age. I remember doing a "what do you want to be when you grow up" when i was about 8 or 9 and asking my grandfather to answer it for me because i didn't know.
Not much has changed since then except my age and im more aware of how out of sync i am with society.
I have no friends, I'm unemployed and haven't been able to pass an interview. My family keep hounding me to start driving even though its something i never want to do and never have wanted to do.
It all sort of feeds the depression and loneliness and i have no idea or no motivation to do anything that use to help.
I don't even know what im on here for.