Hi !

Hello my name is Jocelyn Im 22 years old and Ive been dealing with depression my whole life for as long as I can remember. ( around 8 Years old) It is part of who I am at this point and it sucks but I have to accept it and live with it. Nothing has ever satisfied me in life and it still doesnt. I was raised well have a nice family, loving boyfriend, dream car and yet Im not happy.I've always tried to move on to my next goal to gain the feeling of being satisfied but every time I reach something the feeling of failure wont go away. As for personality I am a very silly person and I always try to make people laugh without knowing. I always try harder then the average person to look at the good things in life and whenever I feel happy I feel it 2x harder then someone who is not dealing with depression because I will never know when the next time that I feel that content with myself will be. I really want to enjoy life without feeling drained, sad, unsatisfied, or empty... I will always try to better myself but for now that is all I am going to say.