Hi, I'm Spencer and I'm new here

Hi everyone,

For a little background, I have been depressed and anxious for as long as I can remember.I struggle daily since I feel negativity looking over me, even on my happiest days.

I'm currently not working due to my mental health as well as a recent cross country move and always feel guilty for taking care of myself, no matter how hard I try not to. I have trouble eating and getting out of bed everyday despite a loving girlfriend and having some supportive family a phone call away.

I'm so tired of feeling bad so this community gives me hope. Thank you.

Best wishes!