Hi 7cup

I just joined this app today and wanted to say hello to this community. I have had depression and other things for years and nobody knows. I'm at the point where my last thread is being stretched, I'm not sure when it will break. I'm not sure if I will make it out of this. I'm impulsive at times as I figure if I screw up too bad then I'll just leave, which doesn't seem like a bad thing. I really do want to get better though, as this life is truly a beautiful blessing. Thanks