Benjamin introduction
Hey. My name is Ben im 18 years old and i have kind of too much on my table than i can eat. I dont really think that its getting better for me but im sure that we are going to be friends in the future~
Hi Ben!
Hang in there, one step at a time usually does it. Be kind to yourself and you'll begin to see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Hey,
i don't know if im really able to you know? Im feeling like im doing everything wrong - not good enough. Im sure that im just treading myself not kindly enough but i don't think i can really control it. For me a failure is a worst case scenario. So i hate it to do mistakes even when there are only small ones.
Hi Benjamin! Nice to meet you! What you are going through is tough. I see that you also have a positive outlook, saying that you are looking forward to making friends (paraphrasing, of course). Looking to the future can help us get through a lot of tough things. You are amazing and stronger than you know! I am honored to have heard this portion of your story! Have a great day or night!
Thank you for your answere.
I think in my case it all started after my first break up.
before the time of the relationship i was always lonely but never really sad about it. But after i experiendced being loved for the first time or better love someone for the first time it started to hurt. I think i didn't got a nice first relationship. After thinking about it and looking at how it really was not how i wanted it to be he just abused me. I don't want to blame others and i think its a part of me that makes me weak but if you wanna know more about the relationship of mine - so if your interested in helping me there i will tell you. Just send me a dm or another tread.
