so when i was 12 i had this thought of me wanting to well *** a dog, im 15 now, i kinda lied to friends and said i was 8 at the time, but im just scared to lose friends. im not zoophile or anything, idk why i thought this was a good thought but now i have to live with this, and feel guilt everytime i talk to someone and them not knowing i lost 2 friends today...