Stupid senior year
Right now I’m in the lowest point of my life and it’s been bad for 2 weeks but there is only so much a person can handle. I don’t feel safe alone and I’m fully aware I should somewhere I can stay, be safe, and be watched until I’m better (nice words for psych ward) but I know if I do I’ll fall so far behind on my school work and this is my senior year so everything matters plus the only thing I can do right in this stupid world is get good grades. Right now I’m a straight A student but I know even if I miss two days I will not have the effort to make it up and it will be like a domino effect until I fail my senior year and then I’d be nothing. I don’t know where to go from here? Do I pick safety or success?
Absolutely put your worries about academics aside. Even though it may be your senior year schools and colleges are required to acknowledge your treatment. I was in the same situation and still am I guess. Going to a mental hospital has a stigma behind it but it’s really nothing to be worried about. I would know I’m about to be living in one for two months after attending one for a year. You can message me if you have questions about mental hospitals and etc.
