Fear
I fear that I will not leave this toxic house mentally and physically. I will forever be haunted by the pain and crying screams I had every night. I am scared that i will not be able to achieve my life the way i want to because i wont make it past moving out of this house.
@practical7858 Those are some very heartbreaking fears to carry<3 You must have had to deal with so much and are still dealing with it all, I'll keep you in my thoughts.
I can understand the fear of being stuck in bad circumstances forever and how suffocating it can be. Sometimes the mind is just so used to the same patterns that any change to them seems impossible at times, seems like it will never be better. Fears we have from the past keeps making the negative beliefs stronger and stronger. But we can challenge such fears and beliefs, we can try<3 What if you can make it out? What if you get to take steps towards the life you want? Tell yourself about all the positives, about how your life will be once you're free, hold on to that feeling of hope. It can get better and it will get better<3