Depression/Suicide Ideation medication questions?
I have not been diagnosed with depression, but for several months now I have been feeling suicidal. Suicidal in the sense that I don't want to actually hurt myself, bc I am the kind of person that cant handle pain...I tried to cut myself and I immediately put the blade down bc I couldnt puncture myself, which I am grateful for that experience bc I was able to see the type of suicide ideation I have. I still have thoughts of death, more so in that I wish I would not wake up, or car addicents, that sort of suicide ideation. Alongside that, I feel that I am showing signs of depression insomnia, a few other things.
So my question is, has anyone ever taken medication to help their mental illness, has it worked, good or bad, what was the medication for, thoughts, etc. ?