feeling pretty lonely tonight
I am just sitting here alone tonight. Again... I am so tired of it. My husband and I work all the time. When he isnt at work I am. Even when I am here...I still feel alone. I just want to feel like im a excepted some where. I feel like I annoy people. I know some people have some problems that are worse than mine... I just want to feel like I have someone that is a real friend. I dont feel like anyone around where I live understands anything that i am going threw. I just want to belong
I understand where you are coming from because I'm in the same boat. My wife and I work all the time and we hardly have time for each other. It's frustrating and often you feel empty and worthless. I get it, but it's also not your fault. You're stressed because of work and it interfering with your life and marriage, leading to your depression. How about trying to find a way to reconnect with your hubby, maybe a date night or have a simple meal together if you can. This would give you both a chance to voice your problems and find a way to achieve some common ground. You're not worthless by any means, just frustrated. Let your husband know how you feel, and try to work some time for yourselves if you can. Take care.
Hi I know how frustrating it can be. From just becoming a new member I feel that this is a good way to have your feelings being understood and that this will give you some hope and happiness. Don't be overcome with bad circumstances, You can't let it rule you. You're in charge! Persevere, because I can if you can.lovingPine4345 Jeanne
I know the feeling as well. Try doing something that will distract you times you are alone. My favorite things to do when I'm lonely are to listen to music and either focus on a project in the house like cleaning or organizing. Or blast something happy and go for a walk or jog. Read a good book.
Sorry las post cut me off.. Anyway I wanted to add that trying to make an effort to make a friend may help. Sometimes when my husband was out and my son was asleep is have this girl from work over and we'd have some wine and do crafts. Even if some people think you are annoying that's their problem. There will be people out there you can connect with. You could try volunteering a day here and there when you are home but your husband is at work. That is a great way to feel more connected to people and its a nice feeling to help others.
