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I lost my three best and only friends ever. And it’s all my fault.
And then many others ended up hating me too and started labeling me as being homophobic and I just don’t know what to do anymore.
My family doesn’t like me. I’m living in a busted old and ruined home with my dad and 3-4 other siblings while my mom left off to Vegas so she doesn’t have to deal with me or my siblings anymore and I just feel so lost, confused, mad and upset and lonely almost everyday…
@agreeablePrune521
I understand losing best friends. I'm sorry that you think it was your fault if though maybe it wasn't. I'm sorry to hear that other people ended up hating you too and calling you names. I understand not knowing what to do in this situation. I understand not being on the best terms with your family. I understand living in an old house and having 3-4 other siblings plus your dad living with you. I don't understand why your mother left you, but that isn't for me to judge. I understand her not wanting to deal with you and your sibling anymore. But if she became a parent she has a responsibility. She should be responsible for the actions that she has made. Good or bad. I understand you feeling lost, confused, mad, and upset, and lonely in this situation. You aren't in the best situation and circumstances right now. I understand how much you're hurting and your pain. I hope you know that at 7 cups you're not alone. That your feelings and emotions are valid to us. That we care about your well being and safety. I wish that you feel better soon. Also that you can start being happy and hopeful again. Please take care of yourself and your mental health. Stay and I hope this message finds you healthy. ❤️
- kindcherry2
Thank you so much, Cherry..
It honestly means so much to me.
You are amazing and it so nice to actually know that at least their are still some kind, caring, and understanding beings in this world.
I hope the absolute best for you and whatever struggles and problems you are going through.
You already make me feel so much more welcome to this new group.
Thank you. ❤️
@agreeablePrune521
You're welcome. I'm Glad this made you feel better and it means so much to you. For you to know that there is caring individuals in this world. Thank you for the compliment. I hope the best for you. And thanks. I'm glad you're feeling more welcomed to this new group ❤️😊
@agreeablePrune521
Siblings*
When I was in 7th grade, all my friends just started avoiding me, couldn’t sit them at lunch anymore, they didn’t call anymore and wouldn’t hang out with me. To this day I still dont know why. I always thought it was because I didn’t care about doing the trendy things they cared about, didn’t care about fashion or looking cool or whatever so I didn’t fit in anymore. At that age I didn’t know how to handle it and was too embarrassed to talk about it with anyone and thats when depression started which has gotten better at times but I still deal with. I should have talked to my parents or siblings or friends or a school counselor or someone about how i was feeling instead of just holding it inside until after high school. In high school I had a very good group of friends who were more interested in art, music, traveling, health, etc and i was much better off with them than with the “popular kids” I thought I wanted to be friends with before. I would suggest talking to the school counselor and also getting to know yourself and your own interests. What do you like? Art? Sports? Working with your hands? Maybe if your house needs repairing you can look up how to do drywall on youtube and start doing little projects. Maybe the school counselor knows a program in the community like habitat for humanity or something that would pay for the materials to do some house repairs. Then you also learn skills to start your own little drywall business when you graduate.
