Not ok but acting ok
Telling myself I won't go there
Oh, but I know that I won't care
Tryna wash away all the blood I've spilt
This lust is a burden that we both share
Two sinners can't atone from a lone prayer
Souls tied, intertwined by our pride and guilt
There's darkness in the distance
From the way that I've been livin'
But I know I can't resist it
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
You and I drink the poison from the same vine
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
Hidin' all of our sins from the daylight
From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
From the daylight, runnin' from the daylight
Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time
The two songs above are Half a man by Dean Lewis and Daylight by David Kushner
Runaway by Aurora
And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain
But no, take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore
Overwhelmed by Ryan Mack
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
Late at night
Overthinking everything in my life
Just wondering if I'm doing anything right
All these demons inside
Start to really come a live, oh my
I get anxious and I don't know why
I can hear my dreams calling me
But all these doubts are haunting me
Oh, why's it always right before I fall asleep that
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
Would you look at that
Another person telling me that I should just relax
"Calm down and take it easy everything will be okay"
Yeah sure, 'cause that's what they all say
But, oh, my mind
Isn't really my friend sometimes
I can hear my dreams calling me
But all these doubts are haunting me
Oh, why's it always right before I fall asleep that
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
My anxiety
Creeps inside of me
Makes it hard to breathe
What's come over me?
Feels like I'm somebody else
I was scrolling down while the word demon from your post caught me. I just used this term to describe my situation to one of my friends. And sometimes you don't have to give yourself fully like that. You can still be someone's if they love you back. 🤗
