I just want to be “normal”
Hi
I’m to all this. I’ve always kept my inner most emotions to myself in the fear that if I ever expressed how I truly felt, I would be rejected. And now I am being forced to deal with it all and I just feel like what I am expressing is pushing everyone away or causing me to come off as hard faced. I’ve been on my own for a long time and I feel like I am at the point where this needs to change except, my last proper relationship was so toxic and abusive that I feel damaged
I’m sorry that your last relationship was like that. In here to talk and could use someone to talk to myself.
@decisiveTown8564
Hi--welcome to the site. 💜 Understand what you're saying that you you keep things to yourself because you feel like if you were to ever express things, people would reject you. And I imagine you still have a lot of lingering feelings from your last relationship. Sorry that you had to experience that abuse/toxicity.
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