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This is a problem I have had since I started dating at age 15. Im 24 now, and Ive been in my current relationship for over a year. We moved in together too quickly at the beginning. It didnt work out for several reasons besides, so I moved out in October and we took an unsolicited break. But weve been back together since November and while there are times I can cope with the loneliness, tonight is not one of them. Its almost like I cant breathe because the anxiety of not being with him is too much, and I almost feel like Ill never see him again. He texts sporadically and in between each text, the anxiety and the loneliness only get worse. I have done everything possible to distract myself - painted my nails, listened to my favorite music. I even have an old favorite movie of mine playing on TV. I dont know what else to do. What do I do?