You are amazing.

@LilaKenn

Those are such great affirmative words, thanks for sharing them here.

I made a huge mistake even tho I just wanted to help my ex through his hard life, and now he hates me for it. He's playing with my feelings for so long (and admitting it) and bullying me because of that. How can I feel confident when I did a great mess like that in his life. I just let him bully me because I'm thinking it's all my bad. I apologized multiple times and told him how bad I feel for it and that I was only trying to help him again.
Do I deserve that he treats me like that? Sometimes I feel I don't, but sometimes I feel I do. I want him back, he was my meaning of life and daily motivation. I had best time of my life with him and we've saved each others' life. He helped me so much through depression, and I helped him so much and made him a happy person, but he broke up and wanted distance because he was afraid that his mental illnes would ruin our relationship and that he could harm me one day. He broke up to protect me from himself, as he said. It hurt so much. But I did the mistake after the breakup so now he can't stand me anymore and will never forgive me. What should I do? I'm helpless. He's changed so much. When we were still together he once warned me that he would break my heart one day, and told me he's already sorry. I'm not sure if he's now treating me like trash because he has multiple personalities or because I actually deserve it...?

@LilaKenn

This is so positive! Thank you for taking out the time to write such a message! :)