Why does anything matter anymore...
I can't breath. Whenever I feel like i'm getting even the slightest bit better something happens and i fall back in this deep hole. Everytime i fall back it get 10ft deeper. What's the point in trying to over this when i know it's all going to happen again. It's never fixed, only covered up.
It hurts so much, it's crushing me. I feel so weak and helpless.
I keep going for my friends but i know i'm hurting them, everytime i talk to them about how bad i feel it hurts them. It makes it all worse. Like i'm ripping myself apart from the inside.
I don't know what to do anymore. I can't hid it. So vulnerable. Lost... Suffercating.
Koodos to you for trying to reach out to friends. You shouldn't feel bad about trying to talk to them about it- everybody needs someone to lean on at times. They'll need help too one day, and what are friends for? :)
But I want you to know that if you ever want to chat, you can shoot me a message anytime and I'll get back to you as soon as I can! There's always hope, in every situation. :)
Take care :)
I'm sorry you're feeling so lost right now. I'm so, so glad that you're reaching out for support.
I know how it feels to feel like you're hurting your friends by talking to them. Yes, in some situations it can make a person feel overwhelmed by someone else's problems, however, just like Ingrid said, you deserve to have someone to lean on and that's what friends are for.
I promise there is a reason for you to still be here. Don't give up. Don't let the negative thoughts win. There is no one to replace you. Please contact me if you ever need to. I'm always going to be here for you.
Hey I read your post and I just wanted to say everything is going to be okay.Maybe you don't believe itright now but you should.I've been dealing with depressiona few months ago.I don't know if I survived it but I just know that I'm better now.Cause I believed that everything is going to be alright.Yes sometimes there will be come so many problems but they will pass away.You just need to remind yourself you're strong,things will be alright and the happy days are coming.And never stop trying because you can do anything you want.I believe that in the heart.If you try to let the pain it willspontaneously pass over.Just try not toresist the pain and feel it then you can survive it.
Maybe the things I said seem like bullshit to you but please try to understand.I've beenthrough all of these.
Do what makes you happy.Findyour dreams and make them true.You can do everything you want if you try.
Try to think positive.Itreally helps.Never let the sadnessdescribe you.
Read the books that can help like Staying Strong by Demi Lovato.(Believe me ithelps)
Andmost importantly BELIEVE that everything is going to be okay,that there is a bright future you can have.
Stay Strong,Stay Positive,Love Truly,Believe In the Heart and Try Your Best to Make Your Dreams Come True.
And getprofessional help if you really need.
You are never alone.
There is always hope.
Change your thoughts,change your life.
Love you xx
P.S:English is not my main language.So sorry if there is a mistake.I hope any of I wrote can help.I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
Lots of love xx
Thanks everyone, everything you've said means a lot and has helped me. Especially the stuff about me being here for a reason and that i can have a great future.
I'm feeling a little better about things, keeping myself out the house with friends is doing me good.
Thanks again for all your support.