Where do I go wrong??
I feel as though no matter what I do in life, it is never good enough. Like I am a failure at everything I do. My depression and anxiety are going through the roof at this point. I just don't know what to do anymore. :(
I'm to the point where I want to give up....
But I know I shouldn't/can't. I just need that one thing to lift me up again....
You are unique, special, and important!
I have suffered with anxiety & depression since I was a young boy. I was quite foolish and waited until I was in my mid 30's to look for help. Before that, I 'self-medicated', but remained pretty functional. Then there was the proverbial "straw that broke the camel's back".
I'm guessing (and correct me if I'm wrong) thatpart of the difficulty is that you're suffering alone. I know that just having someone you trust around is helpful even if you don't want to talk about anything in particular.
What do you like to do? Read? Write? Music? Porn? (I'm joking about the last one!) I'm a very big reader & writer, and I listen to lot's of 'different' music-- anything from Laurie Anderson to Tom Waits. I'm a very big fan of the Counting Crows. Any youtube videos you'd like to share?
Is there something else you are passionate about? I'd love to talk.
Don't give up! It isn't an easy path, but I believe it is a joyful path.
You re not alone!!!!!!!!! We care about you! Dontgive up, life is more than you seen! You can do it!!!
Andreia.
