Was doing better but now just continuous crashing I feel so hopeless

I was doing okay. I wasn’t screaming and falling apart, at least not every day. But then more terrible stuff came up. It started with a lost wallet but it has expanded. Now just worse and worse stuff is happening. I have no idea what to do now. I’m sick of trying and getting shot down. I feel like the universe is just taunting me in its own little game.