Very depressed

Hi. I don't think that my feelings or thoughts are important. My family doesn't think so and support lines don't have time for me. It feels like no one has time for me. I want to feel like I am not alone and that someone thinks my feelings are important. I have been having difficulty expressing them but when I do no one is here. I also want to feel like someone wants to take the time to talk to me and not hangup on me or push me away like the crisis lines did. My thoughts and feelings don't seem like they are very important to anyone. No one has taken the time on crisis lines or other support lines to acknowledge that I am important and that my thoughts and feelings are important.