Very depressed..

I wish everything would go back to normal. Everything 3 years ago started going downhill. These past 3 years have been really hard on me. I don't know how to keep up with time or life anymore. Just about anything stresses me out even if it's a little thing. My mother says she wants to help but can be very unsupportive at times. I struggle with anxiety and depression at school a lot as well as home. I'm trying to get better. But one thing keeps happening then another and it's hard to get up out of this cycle. I wish to be in a better place soon, I keep hoping but not sure how much hope I have left. . .