Very depressed..
I wish everything would go back to normal. Everything 3 years ago started going downhill. These past 3 years have been really hard on me. I don't know how to keep up with time or life anymore. Just about anything stresses me out even if it's a little thing. My mother says she wants to help but can be very unsupportive at times. I struggle with anxiety and depression at school a lot as well as home. I'm trying to get better. But one thing keeps happening then another and it's hard to get up out of this cycle. I wish to be in a better place soon, I keep hoping but not sure how much hope I have left. . .
I was involved in a car accident in March 2021. And since then, everything started going downhill. One thing keeps happening and then another and it becomes a cycle. Each time I feel stressed, depression kicks in and it gives me suicide urges and thoughts. I’m trying to conquer all this but It’s not been easy. I’m almost at the edge of giving up.