Very Sad
I am really upset. I can't handle everything going on anymore. I really feel like giving up is the best option. Theres so much going on. I am being bullied by my friends and family. My friends are calling me really hurtful names and are hurting me and my family is being mean to me. My friends are also threatening me, they keep on saying that if I tell anyone what they are doing they will hurt me. My parents hate me. They tell me that they don't love me. They also keep hitting me. My parents like my siblings better and they wish I never existed. I am feeling very unsafe and unloved. I just think that if I wasn't here anymore it would be better for everyone. I really want to end my life. I am in so much pain. I can't go through this alone. I am feeling very lonely, sad, stressed, scared, worthless and unsafe. I think that I am stupid, ugly, fat, a loser, a loner and the biggest failure ever. I can't do anything right. All of these people are saying that I am these things so I think I am. I get called ugly, fat and a loser every single day. My friends say that they are really pretty and that they have friends. I am really worthless because noone wants me around. I am feeling really lonely. I just think that no one cares. I think that hurting myself will take all the pain away. I just really want to cut myself. I think its all I can do right now. I just think that if I cut then everyone will get what they want and then I won't have to deal with all the pain. All I want is for someone to listen and to care and I don't want to be pushed away. I can't handle this anymore. I don't know what to do. No one understands how I am feeling.
Ive felt the same way and went through very similar situations growing up . If you need to talk im here! I promise though hurting yourself wont help . Hope to hear from you!
Hi dear, i have been through this, im guessing you re about 13-16 ive went through it, please dont feel alone, this website is really helpful if you search for the right listener. dont consider self harm as an optiin, i mean its really yozr choice, but i wouldnt consider it, as the long term affects are not pleasant, am talking in experience, as i have all my left arm scarred, there are soo many complications in self harm suicide isva temoprary soloution, for a lifetime, i do believe there are people who care for you, stick with them well i know you ve heard this already, but really star, life is never easy for no one, the pain you re carrying now, will only help you to be a much stronger and wiser adult in the future. all my care, you re in my thoughts.
*hugs you close and pecks your head* you is important, loved and cared for sweetie. I know it feels hard right now but don't give up. Not because of them at least. They don't deserve anything! *cradles you* I want you to message a listener and talk. Oki? There are some AMAZING and LOVELY listeners who'd love to have you :) do not give up love. Loads of hugs and cookies! 💜
You are in a moment that will change your life. It's dark right now but there is light and with it, hope. We give you our light, each and every single one of us to help you make your own. Now, you must remember 1 important thing. Never ever make a choice when your afraid, upset or angry. You must be calm. And your choice must never be to harm yourself. You are a unique and wonderous creation. Only 1 of your kind. And that makes you something to cherish by all including yourself. They may not "love" you as you say but you can love yourself. The next thing is to know we love you. As cyber strangers across the world we love and care what happens to you because you are worth any effort. We are all supporting each other through problems and barriers. We will be here for you. Never let anyone hurt you. Be aware that as terrifying as it may be, you have options. Go to someone in your school, explain you wish to keep things anonymous and talk to them. Someone you trust. I went to my maths teacher when I was being abused by my sister and the bullies were closing in. He advised me and it was tough but my life slowly got better. But don't keep this to yourself anymore. Reach out.