Mad at myself
Soooo the job fell through when i realized that the physical labor requirements were too much for me to handle. I had an anxiety attack before and on break and realized that i would literally suffer if i did another day of what the job needed, so i had to quit. Cant even lift and hold a weed whacker im so pathetic.
@shinylucariomasi
It sounds as if you are being thoughtful and careful to care for yourself. This is good and important. It does no one any favours for you to try to do something you cannot - most especially not you.
Redouble your efforts to find something better for you. I believe in you. Thank you for sharing. I am glad you are here.
Don't be so hard on yourself If the job was too much. I'm sure you will find another job that's right for you. I'll pray for you, and I hope you will make it through this. God bless you.
@shinylucariomasi It sounds like that you had a very physically demanding and strenuous job. It caused so much stress and anxiety that you had to quit. What do you think that you are going to do now for income?
