Life is so terrifying

I have so many bills and things that just are piling up and coming from nowhere, I am losing my state insurance, I got pulled over wrongfully by cops and then followed into a different town by them, really adult life things like this keep happening to me. I am scared. I remember feeling safe and confident, but I feel scared and broke and helpless.

I dont want to feel this way anymore.

I dont want to be afraid of cops or nervous about having to show up to court. I dont want to be stuck in a job or a state because of healthcare.

I hope I can rid of this feeling and get past all this. I didnt realize how scary being an adult can be.

I just want to feel safe again.