I think I'm going insane
I don't feel anything anymore. All i can say is I'm really depressed, that i need to take pills that don't even help. I'm cold, and distand. I'm not affraid of anything. Idk how even it began. i think it was meant to be. for me everything is so hard and painful in this world. that painful that i'd like to end up my life, but i cant. that would be selfish belong my parents. I'm lonely, and it feels like it's a sickness, not just loneliness. Lonely sickness if you understand. No one understands me because all people are so basic and make up of plastic. Help me I'm dieing inside
I'm sorry you're going through this right now, the numbness, the loneliness, the suicidal thoughts; all of it. If you feel as though your meds aren't working as you stated, I'd definitely recommend talking to your therapist or psychiatrist about it (whoever handles your meds, and even if your therapist doesn't, talking to them about it would still be a good idea) since they can change your meds or dosage. I know it might not seem like it would help, but medication can be a huge part of what you're dealing with. I know this might not be the biggest help, but I definitely recommend it. I felt very low until I got my medication changed and the dosage upped.
Hello radteen:
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God Bless