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Another poem I wrote!

Have you ever felt

so lost, so out of place!!

Ever looked in the mirror and couldn't stand the

reflection of your own face!!

Have you ever

been so full of self hate!!

That the the thought of death

didnt seem like such a horrible fate!

You just feel so emotionally broke!!

That you wouldn't care if you

just fell asleep and never woke!!

But you try to keep

going, you try to keep pushing on!!

Hoping that tomorrow all these feelings will just be gone!!

People ask if you are okay!!

"I'm fine" is what you choose to say!!

You force a smile with a strain!!

Trying so hard to hide all your pain!!

But you fall apart

when you think no one is near!!

As you start to cry

hoping no one will hear!!

All you want is for the pain to end!!

To actually be happy

and to not just have to pretend!!

You want to change but you

always end up right back here!!

Surrounded by

darkness and all of your fear!!

Fear that your self destructive

thoughts will take over and win!!

Fear that this time you wont

get a second chance again!!

Each day in the back

of your mind you wonder!!

Is this the day that will

break you and pull you under!!

your trying so hard to stay strong!!

But you feel so weak

from holding on soo long!

You feel yourself starting to slip!!

You feel yourself starting to lose your grip!

You want someone

to come to your rescue!

You want someone

to come and save you!!

But You are the only

one who can win this fight!!

You are the only one

that can make things right!!

Everything youve been

through will only make you stronger!!

You just have to hold on a little longer!!

You have to learn to love

every little flaw, every little scar!!

You have to learn to love who you are!!

I promise you my friend!!!

It will all be worth it in the end!!!