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Ive always had cycles of bad days and good days, each usually lasting about a month. Theyre also usually provoked by something that happens like the start of school. Lately its been getting worse, and without reason. I have new friends that are good, school is over, and Ive even talked to my parents a bit about my mental health and am just starting to see a therapist. So why do I feel worse now than during the school year? So many good things are happening but i cant enjoy them. The bad periods are also getting longer and Im scared one day the good period wont arrive