I'm not sure what's happening to me.
I wouldn't describe what I have been feeling as sadness as of late, but there is a certain darkness to my thoughts. The happy thoughts that I have don't stay that way-they are like the stars at night-they get covered by clouds or drowned by the noise of everyone and everything else like the city. The thoughts make me feel scared. I can't tell if it's just thoughts or if it's physiological-I have anxiety issues as well as this new feeling.
Hey there! :)
Hmm, it sounds like it could be depression, or at least it is involved somehow. As you mentioned, this a change in mood you've been experiencing. Depression isn't always sadness. Some people feel numb when they're depressed, or just negative about everything. Like you said before, whenever you feel happy, it quickly passes. Everything else around you becomes more prominent. Have you spoken to anyone else about how you feel?