I'm not sure what's happening to me.
MetalheadMoMo6
June 26th, 2015
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I wouldn't describe what I have been feeling as sadness as of late, but there is a certain darkness to my thoughts. The happy thoughts that I have don't stay that way-they are like the stars at night-they get covered by clouds or drowned by the noise of everyone and everything else like the city. The thoughts make me feel scared. I can't tell if it's just thoughts or if it's physiological-I have anxiety issues as well as this new feeling.