I feel guilty

Lately for me the worst part about being depressed is feeling guilty. I feel guilty when my boyfriend goes above and beyond to make me feel better and it doesn't work, I worry that I'll seem ungrateful. I feel guilty that I don't feel like this because something bad has happened, there are people out there that have gone through much worse than me and they have the strength to be positive and move on. I feel guilty because I do have some good things in my life and although I'm grateful I'm still not happy. I feel guilty because I feel like I'm dragging the ones I love down and am a burden. I feel guilty that this has been going on for so long, why can I just feel better?