I don't want to sleep

it's 1:30 AM right now and I've been crying the last hour because I feel so miserable and in pain. I want it to end, so the smartest thing would be to just sleep, it's what I'm supposed to do now anyways, but sleeping means that tomorrow will come faster, that I will wake up to another morning, another day, and I don't want tomorrow to come. because if it's another day I have to keep doing things and living but I don't feel like living because is life really worth it if the only thing you do is suffer and feel alone and sad?

I think the thing is, I want to sleep, but I don't want to wake up.