I don't see a point

My depression and anxiety have gotten so much worse in this year. I am constantly moving because of my parents' job and I keep getting ripped away from my best friends. It's so hard and horrible to make new friends and settle down every year. I have social anxiety disorder and making new friends for me is like facing a hurricane.

I thought that I had a good friend, but it turns out she doesn't even want to talk to me. I feel so hopeless.

Everyone is so much better than me at everything. No one truly cares about me and no one ever will. I'm just not good enough. I just don't see a point in me being alive.