Help.. [TRIGGER WARNING]
I'm literally not even sure what to say, I need help. I'm so terrible right now. I want to attempt again but I'm afraid of it not being successful.
Please speak to a hotline we are not a crisis website.
Hi! Please refer to: 1-800-273-8255 or www.suicide.org, or imalive.org, or crisis.org! It is very important that you take care of yourself and make sure you get the help you need by appropriately trained people! Once the crisis has been taken care of, you are more than welcome to connect as a member, from your member account and not your listener account, and talk to a listener, but only if you are no longer suicidal/in immediate danger.
Generally it is recommended that you connect to someone and they give you the crisis info, instead of posting in the forums, as we might be slower in assisting you in that situation. I hope the best for you.