Depression Vent

Hi, hope you're having a good day today, i was looking for somewhere where I could vent my problems away.

For the longest of times, I've had a low self esteem. I never think I'm good enough, I can't do things right, I always mess it up, I'm moronic and stupid, I'm entitled and don't deserve what I have, etc. It's been feeling like that for a long time, specially since I came out to my catholic family as a semi-atheist (i.e I don't believe in anything, but I don't like getting into debates about it.) I've just been feeling rejected, weird and sometimes scared to speak. I've been mostly resorting to online friends because I lack in that department, I've never had many friends and I'm trying to build new ones, but I'm scared I'll mess things up.

That's all I had to say, thanks for coming to my TEDtalk.