stress center
My depression started in 4th grade. I had a teacher who would mentally and even one time physically...abuse me. In 4th grade everything was terrible, and still kinda is. Sometimes I think about the meaninglessness of life. Just a few days a go my mom called a stress center and I have to start going to support groups three days a week for 3 hours. I will have to miss school, other activities, and maybe have to meet with teachers outside of school because of this. I feel like everyone is going to find out that I go to a mental hospital, basically, and that they will think I am even weider than they thought. I dont know what to do at this point.
I say, who cares what people think. Focus on getting the help you need so you can be happy and enjoy life. Don't worry about what other people think of you, if they aren't supporting you, you don't need them in your life.
Oh gosh dear! This sounds terrible for you right now, and I am so sorry you are going through this, but please have faith in the people who are going to help you. I think you have amazing strength and the fact that you are going to therapy facing this is truly courageous. To the people who talk about you behind your back, so what! Let them, I think they are in a pretty good position to kiss your butt!, they have no relevance in your life so their comments should not matter, don't waste time in explaining yourself to those who are committed to misunderstanding you, focus your energies on your recovery, just know that you are a far stronger person than they could ever be!
I Wish you the very best of luck sweetheart, may you continue being very brave and you recovery be a successful one. If you would like to chat, my inbox is open for you!
Take care xx @KyraJoyce
