Whats the point
I work 18 hour days doing 3 on 3 off i get paid not enough wife hasca go about not paying some bills so get letter off council saying they gonna kick up out if we doint pay so sat in car feeling worthless with a stanly knife blade in my hand cutting myself. I feel worthless like i cant provide for my family
@coffeehog
Hey dear one! It's hard. Indeed it is. You must feel so much in pain for not being able to do more and for that desperate situation. But thing is you are trying. You are trying so hard, giving your best and it's not your fault you cannot control life! You are trying your best and that counts so much!
@coffeehog Please know that your income is not a reflection of your worth! My father does extremely difficult work in harsh weather outdoors and he doesn't get paid very much either. But that doesn't mean what he's doing is not helpful and needed - it's more a reflection of the employers and the system than anything else! I understand that not being able to provide for your family's needs must take a huge toll on your self-esteem, but see if there is another way you can think of it that is more helpful to you. There is no need to beat yourself up. If you need someone to talk to 1-on-1, you can find me here most evenings. I'm sorry that you've been driven to harm yourself. But there is a better way to think about and respond to this, I promise. xoxo