Screw depression

I have a lot of anxieties and it's making me so depressed.

I get depressed over every single thing. Bad grades in math, being yelled by my mom bc of chores, not having guts to recite in front of class without shaking and stuttering, when someone didn't apologize, when no one seems to care about me, when my feelings and thoughts are being put aside and didn't matter at all, when i want to do something but too afraid and shy to do it, when my classmates r whispering and laughing make it seem like they're making fun of me, when I see a poor child in the street, when i want to socialize but too awkward to avtually do it, when i see a random tv show that reminds me how horrible my life is, when i can't put in words what i feel coherently,everytime i see my dad and mom being together, when i saw a happy rich family, injured animals, even right now typing makes me feel anxious but i want to let it all out.

I know the things i listed are very irrational but that's how i feel.