Ranting about life

I have been feeling empty for the longest time. I still do most things that are part of everyday life, get up in the morning, go to work, work hard, go home, eat (if i am in a decent mood), go to sleep and then repeat. This is second nature to me at this point and i feel numbed to it. At least during the day, at night is a different story. I can not sleep due to my anxiety causing me to toss and turn, as well as my mind going in a downwards spiral. I feel so worthless most days, as if i what i do won't matter to other people. I am just not noteworthy in the grand scheme of things... Whomever is reading this can tell that this is a rant that has no clear cut direction, i just tend to start writing and then things just appear on the screen. as i am writing this i am sleep deprived, i have worked since 6 in the morning and it is currently 11 at night. I don't know why i am including this but hey what does it matter. So if anyone finds this even remotly interesting then feel free to write a rant of your own. Everyone needs to rant about what is on their mind from time to time. Have a good day and take care