One word to describe how I feel today is....

broken i feel like after months of trying I'm back to where i was why does it feel like I'm being ignored why does it feel like i have done something wrong so that person is treating me like that again what have I done now let me guess gone back to worn out knickers now no one wants to know me feel depressed abandoned and used

non-existent

Tired from lack of sleep and nightmares ..

Trying to motivate

unsettled by the thought that that person might abandon me again i don't know what to do i won't be able to cope not this time exhausted by the thought so many things going around in my head can't think straight

lazy

unsettled i feel like the past few months what i worked on just disappeared i don't know why i don't know what I do i don't even know if its me I'm hard to be around yes I can admit that but why do people make me think one thing and then make me think another its not fair i feel abandoned i need help but can't ask i don't want a year like last year i won't be able to cope

Empty

Up and down. Not sure how I'm gonna feel . Don't want the day to drag or anything

I feel sad. And dissapointed. It's happening a lot in my life right now.