Letting your hair down
Sometimes pretending to be happy and smiling even when you really feel down and don't want to pretend at all is a big burden on yourself, So today I hope you drop the act and be yourself even just for a moment, don't worry about other people and your surroundings but focus on how you truly feel and let it all out, be sad if you're sad, cry it all out if you want to, Stop forcing a fake smile in your face and pretending everything's fine when you know yourself that it's not 💜❤️💜❤️💜
@LittleYenyen
I feel like I'd be even more of a worthless burden to the people I love if I didn't lie about my mood all the time.
I would never in a thousand years think of a loved one as a burden for as long as I am loving them I would carry their problems as my own, if the people whom you do love think of you as a worthless burden for being true to yourself then they don't deserve to have a single drop of your love, please they're truly horrible if they have that kind of mentality, it doesn't matter if it's your family or a friend , it's better to not pay a single cent of your time and love to them if it's only gonna be wasted, I know how you feel for I have also faked how I've felt for 14+ years to my family since I thought they would hate me for it, but one day I have gained the courage to face myself and tell them about me and it is the biggest relief I've ever felt like a big boulder has been removed from my heart, being honest to yourself is one of the hardest thing to do as you yourself could be selfless without thinking it, but it is also one of the biggest steps you need to take in order to be free and to truly know if the people whom you love also love you as much, Please surrounding yourself with people who would think of you as a burden by just being YOU is one of the most hateful thing you can do to yourself so it's truly truly an important step to learning how to be you and learning to love yourself, Ugh please stop being selfless and be a little more selfish, being selfish when it's for your own benefit is being a free and honest You(and just being a normal human being since it's what humans have been doing for thousands of years, so don't even ever think of being selfish at times as a bad trait), don't burden yourself with thinking you'll be a burden to people who are not worth 1 second of your time. ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ