I'm back

I was previously the user @retrocal but I lost access to my account. I wasn't on the app for awhile because things were going well for me but now I'm back on a low and I feel like this app is the only place I can vent. A few things about me, I turn 20 in 2 days and I'm in central Florida. I love photography and theatre. I'm going to engineering school but it's a major source of stress for me. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Jonathan who will be joining me in college and at work. I work at Texas Roadhouse. I don't really do much but go to school and eat and sleep unless it's hanging out with my boyfriend wherever he wants to go. I don't have many friends I hang out with and I can get very lonely when my boyfriend is busy but maintaining friendships is too hard. Everything is too hard. I'm just tired and have no motivation for anything anymore. But yeah that's me. I'm glad to be back.