Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
Guilty
I feel like my place on this planet is pointless. Life will go on for many others wheather I'm still here or not. The stars will still shine, and the sun will still come out. I want to live my life, but I'd like to live happily, and that's not happening with this depression. I want to better myself so I don't hurt the people I love, because that's all I do. I feel like a burden on anyone. My existence is less valuable then others. If I'm in a busy place I'd rather wait quietly then ask you to move for me. To sum it all up, I feel like absolute crap. Lime I'm garbage. I feel sad, lonely, anxious, scared, confused, and useless.
I feel like a fraud. Smiling on the outside when I'm miserable inside. Honestly, no one would ever think there' was a single thing wrong... Fakin it till I make it.
Worthless , empty and suicidal
Misunderstood, no one seems to understand what I'm going through or how to help. Honestly they just make it worse most the time.
I actually was doing pretty good but then I got a wave of sadness
I've been feeling really lonely and anxious. This guy that I really cared about left for college and I realized that he didn't care about me as much as I cared about him. We never actually dated so I feel like I shouldn't be sad and none of my friends liked him so I feel like I can't talk about it. On top of that, it is finals week and I feel like I am dying. I need to do well and my parents expect me to get an A on mos tests, but honestly I don't know if I'm even going to pass most of them. I am so tired and I can't find motivation. At least I'll be done in a week...
I go long periods of time of being able to keep it all in but then one thing sets me off and I find myself spiraling into my depression, which in return makes my anxiety horrible, which causes my ptsd to kick in and making me paranoid. It gets to a point where I start crying while singing a freaking lullaby. I feel alone even though I'm not. I feel like no one is on my side, ever. I'm easily agitated in these moments.
I feel lonely, depressed and extremely sad. During the past few days, I found out about the true colors of my dear ones. I feel its extremely hard to trust people now, because people have deceived me in such a way. I feel like my head is going to explode, and I can't concentrate on what I do.😢
