Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I feel like crap.. I hurt a lot of feelings with my own anger and now everyone is mad at me.. I'm sick of being thrown aside, though.. I just want to be good enough for someone..

I've already posted in the daily check in. I'm feeling exhausted. I just can't be bothered putting any effort into anything, getting dressed just seems extremely taxing. I feel like crying, I feel like shouting. I just want to curl back up in bed. I feel a little hungry but I don't want to eat anything.

But I said I wanted to enjoy the rest of my Sunday, which I want to do, but at the same time, as I'm sure everyone has felt, it doesn't seem worth it. Everything hurts and feels heavy, my head especially.

Im angry and bitter no matter who I talk to. I try not to be self deprecating, but I take it out on other people, even objects. Everything has hurt me perhaps. I am a petty person, and my interests have dwindled into just staying afloat. I have very little friends or people I can turn to, and I can't decide what I want in life.

I am having a good week. I cleaned out my car, which is a big deal for me. I have been fighting Major depression for 2 years, ups and downs. I have learned to accept and celebrate small accomplishments.

I feel terrible! I believe I am at the lowest I have been since I completed rehab in February 2004. I am about to fail nursing school, my instructors have lost faith in me, and I no friends to lean on for support. I am just going through the motions and trying to put up a strong front for my mother.

Better. Not well, not yet, but clouds are passing and it's a huge relief.

I got 7 cups of tea yesterday and I was having a really bad episode. I couldn't stop crying, my face hurt because I was crying so much. I started talking to some listeners, and I started doing some of the challenges and i feel so much better today.

I have never felt so close to ending it since now. I don't even know why it's just now starting to affect me. I've lost so much hope for the future and literally everyone I know at school, even at home, has lost faith in me. I try to be nice to everyone, but I still get picked on by them. I don't want to go to school anymore. If I can't handle school, how am I going to handle adult life? There is no point honestly...I don't really know what I'm doing anymore

I feel okay. I had some fun yesterday online shopping with my friend. Now it's time for me to study for exams.

I feel out of control