Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I feel like I'm on the edge , things have calmed down a bit in my life but its too late
@peachSailboat2974 Hi there, I'm sorry to hear that, but it's never too late.. What are thouse few months or even years related to an eternity? Don't give up! We're with you 
I feel numb and just so tired. I'm tired of bills, stressing over others health and relationships, working for money that I never see. I'm tired of living the life I live. I don't feel free.
I am highly depressed and disappointed because I thought today was going to be a good day. I cannot seem to find happiness or motivation in anything.
@IMJENN
I know today is really tough, especially when hapiness and motivation are all gone, but please keep going. Even if the good days don't come soon, you're important and good and we want you to keep going.
With love,
HeatherH11
Its been a long day. Too many fake smiles and forced laughs. Friends and family dont know how i really am. They will never know the real me no matter how hard they try to get to me. That chance for them was taken away long ago.
yeah I feel really depressed today too. school's just getting very stressful and that always triggers me
Today I feel super lonely, exhausted, and utterly meh.
@MerciIsScreaming i feel a mess ive let everyone down
I imagine its how space would feel if it were a person
I woke up really early feeling motivated and ready to work and be productive. I was productive for 2 hours feeling great about progress. Next thing I know I am exhausted, weak, absolutely no energy. I tried napping but was unsuccessful. Tried energy drinks and eating still nothing. My body feels so heavy with racing thoughts. I try a meditation and very relaxing bath or should have been but nope didn't help. I really need to get myself motivated. I want to but everything in me is saying lay down, stay in bed, nobody appreciates or values you anyway. Feel restricted like my body is weighed down and not wanting to let me out of bed or around others. Tired of trying to appear OK at work because I am in management and then home to bed not wanting to deal or be around anyone. Just tired of it all. 😔
WHERE DO I FIND THE ENERGY AND DRIVE I USED TO HAVE NO MATTER WHAT WAS HAPPENING. WHY IS THIS IMPACTING ME MORE THAN ALL THE PAST DRAMA!? 😨
I'm new here. Today I feel pretty lonely, worthless and unloved. I have been doing a lot of reading, listening and resurce to try to get better.
My back/hip/side hurts, I'm sad, I'm tired, I don't want to do anything but I need to and can't motivate myself to. I'm not important to anyonw. I hate myself so much... what a worthless piece of crap. Lowkey wishing I hadn't even woken up this morning.