ranting (it's therapeutic) about my situation i'll post a proper follow-up
The parents think therapy, disorders, people who require help, are weak and deserve these problems.
They also believe these problems aren't real, that they are made-up things, just excuses for failures to hide behind and pretend it's not their fault, they think that this is just a craving for attention.
So you can guess that I didn't tell them I'm not in the best mental state. It also means that since I'm not a legal adult, I can't go to therapy; I can't even get checked to see what's actually *** wrong with me. So through like doctor-verified tests and assessments but online, apparently I have long list of stuff but mainly, I'm depressed.
Woooooo! Yeah what a surprise, darling, I never could have guessed!
So what do I do now?
Sit and do nothing?
I can't sleep, eat, drink, stay awake, focus, do chores, study, stand for more than 10 minutes without getting dizzy, so how am I expected to get better?!
I can't get help, I can't talk about it, I don't know how to deal with it.
well isn't this lovely.
Vent honestly, even even more honestly, 10 times more honestly, more raw and more specific. If you don’t have a trustable friend, then that right here and write it all down…
That way people like me can read and pray for you and that really makes a difference! Even have very few people reply or even just one they’re still so many dozens who read and just don’t know what to say because they are going through depression too but They’re still thinking about you and praying and sending positivity.
I’m praying for you right now, for real
@RedWell thank you, that genuinely means so so much
And I will. I'll post more, I'll (hopefully) get better, and ♡it was all you that helped♡
Ye this positivity 'imma get better' thing ain't for me but seriously, thank you
